“The pursuit of happiness shouldn’t have a gender.”
From nonbinary author and Ph.D. Gaia B. Amman (they/them) comes The Italian Saga, a fiercely independent and deeply personal “coming-of-gender” journey set against the vibrant and sensual backdrop of Italy from the 1980s to the present day.
Praise for the Series: “An astute… lighthearted but affecting narrative of childhood’s many changes.” — Kirkus Reviews
Starting with the rebellious years of childhood through the chaotic friction of adolescence and adulthood, this fictionalized memoir follows Lee (Leda Balni), a “tomboy” who feels more at home with the guys than the version of girlhood society demands. As Lee navigates a world of rigid Italian traditions, religious expectations, and the nonsensical performance of femininity, she discovers that resilience isn’t just about surviving but about finding a chosen family and the courage to be true to oneself.
In this series, you will discover:
Whether you are looking for a gritty coming-of-age story, a queer perspective on Italian culture, or a bittersweet trip down memory lane, The Italian Saga offers a bold, funny, and heart-tugging exploration of what it means to grow up—and come of gender.
Start the journey today with An Italian Adventure and continue the saga in An Italian Summer.
An adult magazine at eight?! A summer of secrets in 1980s Italy.
Leda is a devout tomboy whose carefully ordered world is shaken on the eve of her First Confession. When her nemesis, a Sicilian transplant named Nico, shares the startling discovery of an adult magazine, a firestorm of shame…
Puberty is a mess—messier if you’re nonbinary in 1990s Italy.
Italy, 1990. As the nation sweeps into the fever dream of the FIFA World Cup, eleven-year-old Lee (Leda Balni) feels the world splitting in two. While gaming, Lee is just one of the guys. Everywhere else, the world demands a performance of girlhood that feels increasingly nonsensical.
Escape to the enchanting yet culturally rigid landscape of 1990s Italy in this unforgettable own-voices YA coming-of-age romance.
Lee (Leda Balni) doesn’t know it yet, but they’re nonbinary. Their male soul would feel perfectly at home in their body if not for the crushing expectations of a society where strict gender roles rule supreme. When puberty abruptly ends the carefree days of tree climbing and gaming, Lee’s world fractures. Suddenly, friends only see Lee as a romantic prize—when they bother to see them at all. Desperate for deep emotional connection, Lee pours their fury into competitive volleyball, chasing the impossible dream of making it to nationals.
Falling in love is messy. The first time is even messier.
Northern Italy, 1993. Lee and Nico have been circling each other since childhood—enemies, best friends, and finally, a couple. But as fifteen-year-old Nico is ready for the next step, Lee is navigating uncharted territory.
Meanwhile, Lee is fighting a quieter, deeper battle. Trapped in a female body while harboring a male soul, Lee must navigate a labyrinth of self-acceptance, body image, and identity.
From the breathtaking backdrops of Northern Italy to the coast of Southern France, Lee’s journey toward that first, monumental moment becomes a candid, comically honest, and fiercely relatable debacle.
Gaia is an internationally recognized Ph.D. and novelist who combines scientific rigor with the empathy of a storyteller.